Long and monotonous. While I am pretty sure I can be productive and motivate myself to do what needs to be done, I find that I am lacking. I am tired, drained, hurting physically, hurting emotionally. Not a localized or specific kind of emotional hurting, just a generalized ache. I think it's because of the long standing hurts that just need time to heal.
What I have found that gets me through the day by day are the smiles and laughter of my two little ones. The small victories of successful potty time, a thorough feeding, bubbles at bath time.
But there are days when those small things just don't feel like enough to sustain me, just enough to get by.
Still finding my balance, my foundation.
It's a source work in progress.
No comments:
Post a Comment